Friday, July 25, 2008
i'm feeling...nothing!
i don't feel feel good after all the things that had happened
i don't know what i feel/how i feel
i'm just numb.
i'm feeling so bad after tonight.
nothings flowing out,but i hope something will.
maybe i'll feel better that way. idk.
maybe i've changed a quite a bit.
mom noticed. i prefer to stay alone now.
idk, she says i'm acting weird, somehow.
she can't tell the difference but can 'feel' the difference.
idk.
i don't know what more to say.
i've been keeping too much things to myself.
i'm going to explode soon, i guess.
anyway i'll be there this sat.
if i didn't appear, just know i've tried but someone just won't let me go.
i'm still feeling sorry. can't help it.
feels like i owe you one.
maybe it's better off that way.
right mate?!?!
cheers buddy.
Once again,Batman saved the day!
Friday, July 04, 2008
wow!
i'm tired.
losts of things happened.
-modem went down.
-got psycho-ed to renew my plan with mio-tv.fuck.
-mom's back
-dad's on some fuck-shit-exercise for 2 weeks.
-so i'll have to settling everything
-ran 12k for AHM training today.
-awake for >48 hours.
-and i'm going to drop dead. Now!
Once again,Batman saved the day!
