Thursday, January 24, 2008
what's this i'm going through?
what the hell's this all about?
it's all mixed feelings inside me.
happiness/fustration/sadness; you name it, i've felt it.
i felt sorry for treating people around me badly, bombarding them with whatever nonsense i've been going through these past weeks.
also i 'm really pissed at my collegue,there's too much to be said.
if you didn't know i forgive and forget VERY easily and i don't take things to heart.
for you to make me this pissed off, you are one mother fucker i've ever met.
and by the way, my parents were married before i was born.
I AIN'T NO BASTARD,mother fucker.
it won't be long before your face's slammed to the ground if you were to continue fucking me up like you are right now.
and the bloody renovation at the backyard has been going on for quite a while
i really can't take this shit anymore.
it's all because of some asshole neighbour who wanted to rebuilt his house which caused hell of a trouble to us.
the whole house is in a mess and CNY's around the corner.
are we gonna celeberate CNY with the house looking like a warzone
i hate to live in a place so dusty and screwed.
and mom's going back to perth next wed morning.
haven't really had a family gathering since she's back.
maybe the family tie in my family is much stronger than anyone else
and i'm closest to my mom in my family.
i can't really describe my feelings.lil knots here and there.
dammit.
and and and dad's asking me to contact whichever uni i'm thinking of getting into and ask for distant learning
i know that's a great idea and i'd be a graduate at 22-23 years old
but the what if's question never fails to come up.
what if...what if...what if...
should i stay or should i go
Once again,Batman saved the day!
