Monday, August 06, 2007
alright.un-private the blog alrd.
obviously stuffs were removed
just need a lil privacy.
and the skin's changed.obviously
took my whole evening doing/correcting
cause apparently some fking thing's wrong
whatever.
what should i say?
i really don't know.
didn't sleep last night.just couldn't.
so i stayed up spacing out/thinking/whatever fk
and idk how the heck i'm still alive now.
normally,i'm already dead by now.
whatever.
school's pretty weird.
couldn't do a shit.
can't fking study and econs test is on wed.
wearing a mask all the time
it's not easy but i think i did pretty well
those who don't know couldn't tell a fking thing.
it feels like a bomb just exploded inside me.all messed up
but it wasn't really that pain cause i'm smhow prepared.
stayed back to play bb,wander around
cause i really don't feel like going home.
was supposed to meet jake and cal for dinner/talk
but my bloody sis screwed things up and i got to rush home.
bought dinner again,but i got fking no appetite
even the spring rolls YK loved and would never share were awfully disgusting.
and i fking don't know why i kept hearing ppl humming/singing the song i least wanted to hear today.it just fking makes you go_______!!
i just feeling like punching/killing them.
i was talking to dad about canceling the sep tics
obviously i got fk by him.
3 weeks ago i was quarreling with mom over the tic
now when i got the tic i fking want to cancel it.
i've actually planed my time for that few days
and what to get for that day[in advance] cause i'm gonna miss it by like 3 fking days
(nvm,this part a lil too complicated alrd)
and that dec lil get-together.
it's like everything's changed in that split-second
how ironic!
think i'll be watching simpsons tml.
with my friends.TRUE friends.
they are the only ppl you can lean on right now.
thanks ppl.you know who you are
and thanks for that choc!
i'm eating it now (:
Loving you was a big mistake
Loving you was my mistake
& i won't miss you anymore
cause you will/are gonna be the last thing on my mind
I’ll pick up the pieces of my broken heart and move on with my life
Once again,Batman saved the day!