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i've updated XD

hokay!
changed the song
couldn't find the one from Aly & AJ on imeem
too lazy to upload.
so make do with this.
btw it's from Katrina & The Waves
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I used to think maybe you loved me, now baby I'm sure
And I just can't wait till the day when you knock on my door
Now everytime I go for the mailbox, gotta hold myself down
Cause I just can't wait till you write me you're comin' around

Now I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
And don't it feel good
All right now
And don't it feel good
Oh yeah

I used to think maybe you loved me, now I know that it's true
And I don't wanna spend my whole life just a waitin' for you
Now I don't want you back for the weekend, not back for a day (no no no)
I said baby I just want you back and I want you to stay

I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
And don't it feel good

All right now
And don't it feel good
All right now

Walkin' On Sunshine Walkin' On Sunshine
I feel alive, I feel a love
I feel a love that's really real
I feel alive, I feel a love
I feel a love that's really real
I'm on sunshine baby (whoa, oh yeah)
I'm on sunshine baby (whoa)

I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
I'm walking on sunshine (whoa oh)
And don't it feel good
(All Right Now)
And don't it feel good
(I say it, I say it, I say it again, now)
And don't it feel good
(All Right Now)
And don't it feel good.
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alright man!
tml ELACS test first period in the morning.
havent even read 1/4 of the novel.
don't even know wth's going on!
gotta prepare now.SOMEHOW!
will blog later IF i got the time..

as you can see,today's so whatever.
didn't start the day in a really good mood.
didn't really start the day well either.
nvm all these shits.
cause the past few days been quite cool/enjoyable.

friday was really boring till 1AM
someone called me at 1AM to disturb me when there's applic seminar "tml"
and i'm already asleep,but i have NO CHOICE but to entertain her.
then i end up being called a bully.call and disturb her.
whatever.

sat,had applic seminar.
boring,as usual.
tried to read only the heart but sumone took my book away to "read"
so i tried to sleep but she starts poking me everywhere to stop me from sleeping.
that's not all!
she took my pincer from the swiss army and start plucking my hair!
darn retarded.
went city to book tuxedo after that

nice view!

hmmph

WAITER?? whatever!

what's wrong with her?!?!
SO CHILDISH!!

LIME GREEN TIE (:
& who's that loser behind me?

okay! this is the one i'm booking.
sneak preview for the ball!

whatever!

not my idea

i was forced to do this!

and we decided to go kings park for visual journal.
on the way...

nice!
style!
sk8ter wedding?!?!

but someONE *ahem,loser* don't want to go.
says she's too tired and stuff,and mission kings park was called off.
met peiying outside mackers after we tah bao our branch.

since when did i become MR. PORTER

LARGE cheeseburger meal?!?!
looks like i got scamed again!

riding on zak
don't know for whatever reason!

SEXY ass!!
whoottss XD

no childhood arhh?
play with my flip flops.

LOOK OUT FOR LJ THE PERVERT!

sun,went uni library again.
i was late,cause i miss the bus again!
half an hour a bus is not funny okay!
i should have take my time and eat my lunch first.
was darn hungry and i had nth to eat there except the cookie.
anw,uni study was darn PRODUCTIVE!
sit on the sofa,put on the hood and start reading ONLY THE HEART.
it takes less than 5 mins before you start talking with your heart aka sleep.
didn't do anything else.
and just when i thought i have to sit at the bus stop for an hour for the 6.10 bus
jake passed by and drove me home!!thanks a million
night time was erm...interesting.
someone called at 12.30 to disturb again.
and as expected she claims that i called and disturb her.
then,she get so darn excited/high when she knows the !BONG
didn't hang up till 3.30

mon.
got disturbed like hell~
can't even sleep in class in peace!
was supposed to study applic EPW but i didn't start till 11pm
was to tired so decided to take half hour nap.
woke up at 11.30 and decided to sleep for another half hour
didn't wake up till 7.15am
shiok~

and finally today.
don't know why,wasn't feeling too good.
and some peoples' face just pisses me off.
the whole day's like darn stress/tired
EPW is like WHOA~
*pray hard.
still got things in school at night
reach home at 10.45pm
wth lah..
and now she's on the phone!
as usual claiming that i'm disturbing her again.
GOD save me!

part 2...

tuesday

went to perth hill for some excursion..

catch me if you can.

PINK


no comments...


meet the thieve who stole my lunch!
(that's my lunch cause i couldn't get any from the cafe in the morning,and now it's gone!)

preparing the powder to make the primitive knife.


making the knife


end product(not mine!)


opps!


moon walk??


the bird that eats my cookie using it's "hand"

chewie spearing..


some straw hut..


why do i always get snapped while i'm sleeping?


went to the uni library to study after that.supposedly.
cause there's chem test "tml"

but end up drawing this

and sleeping


even trish.



and she trying to do smtg funny on her com.as usual.

and lastly,PINK SOCKS ROCKS!

haven't been updating.
& today's post is going to be mostly pics.
i'm darn lazy!
whatever~

SATURDAY

had chem seminar,went garbo after that.
typical sat afternoon for us.
decided to tah-pow and eat at this amphitheater
and after lunch.......

We decided to laugh at LJ.


and laugh


and laugh

and laugh...


and then we decided to go shopping.

rainbow coloured hairband


PINK hairband

whatever!

and to the must go shop-spend-less shoes.
and this time we've got guests
rachael bateman & tricia ling!


the original trio


not v midget leh


what's happening to us??

don't panic,it's just an illusion!

guess that's about it,for now.
blogger won't let me upload anymore photos!!
and i need my other photos from LJ!!
LJ HURRY UP!!!!!!!!!
to be continued...

so yea.
9th august,SINGAPORE'S NATIONAL DAY!!
and my school recognised this significant day!!
so what??
think again.i'm in perth,not sg!
but it'll be greater if the school recognise this day by giving all singaporeans a day off.
imagine how cool is that?
and ramirez hung the SINGAPORE flag at the back of the class for all his ELACS classes.
and he wore the COMMANDO JACKET.
TAG was like weird~
everyone was like,happy national day,happy national day
idk,just weird.but i guess it's good.
cool~

after school,went kardinya park.
it's a shopping centre NOT park.
bought the card for kavaish.
not buy for him but help him buy.
then shopped for "groceries" at coles.
2 packets of smiths original,2 caramel KIT-KAT and crunch.
and know what?
WE(sis & i) finished EVERYTGING++ while we watch the parade.online.
actually i only watch the first part.
cause my int now ahh..
CMI already.cause my sis and i watched too much anime!!

went blockbuster to rent 2 movies
cause my sis got to analyze 2 movies as her eng project.
how cool~
watch freaky friday just now.
for the 5th or 6th time already.
still like it alot.
whoo~

mari-kita.....
i'm so patriotic!!
hahahahha.
you'll only realise how impt oxygen is to you when you don't have anymore to breathe.

oh yea i just remb smtg VERY VERY IMPT
today's mom's birthday
i was looking at the calender and it's like 7th august,
very familiar,something going on??
how fking dumb can i be.
so yea,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!
i know you won't see this
but still,happy birthday
sorry for "shouting"/being rude to you this few days

and happy birthday to christy too
LITHGO RAWKS!!
hahaha

My Immortal
Evanescence


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, all of me, all of me, all of me


//all i want to say is in the lyrics.
the perfect song for me.for now.
i've let everything out.
just those lil knots left.
just another picture to burn.
whatever.

okay!
school's a lil shitty today.
first,i forgot to bring my chem lab report.
it's due today and everyone must hand in today.
and so,i'll be marked late.
meaning,marks will be deducted
crap!

then was applic.
start on a "new" topic.
actually continue from the poisson(puah-saun) distribution
and this new chap need understanding of differentiation and

and after school was the compulsory thingy in the lecture theatre
it's was darn crappy.
forgot where's the speaker from alrd.
only knew it's smtg to do with hotel management
cause i was sleeping.
why the heck is it compulsory?
and i doubt there'd more than 5 ppl who's interested!

nvm all those crap.
went garbo after that.watched the simpsons
quite okay la.i thought it's really lame.
and i don't remb laughing at all!!
BUT it made me felt euphoric.

simpsons ends slightly over 5
and i'm kinda in a hurry to go back into the mall
cause there's smtg i want to get and the shops are alrd closing.
i've to get it today,just in case.
but the prob is i didn't see him flying today.
buzz is flying but not him!!oh noo.
idk why,i just want to get it.
luckily i got a lil luck left.
there's this one last one left,even though it's the display.
but it's better than not being able to get any right??
it's kinda ex,but still in the reasonable-price range.
so,who cares??
i mean even if it cost a hundred dollars,i'll stil buy!


so yea,bought the lil-green-leafy-thingy's mate.
HE CAN FLY!!
but he's not spider pig!
he's_______.
hahahahaaa
and i've got kavaish to complete the rest of my "wish"
hell yea!just how lucky am i.
but it's not lucky for him at alll.
it's not tat's he's got to help me.
i mean he'll if i didn't ask.
it's just some unfortunate things that happened.

i shall stop now.
i'm getting a lil incessant.
Econs tml.
i'm gonna study and do well.
i hope.

phew.
did some applic even though it's like 3+,4 in the morning.
actually i did some other stuffs online too.
yea.
gotta catch some sleep.
reports shows that it takes an av of 7 mins for sm1 to fal asleep-.-
but why i cannot one D;

gotta rest my eyes at least
i can feel it's damn stressed already
and my vision's starting to blur.
havent slept for like 24 hrs.
wuuhooo.new record sehhh.
cause i'm damn piggy one.
one day nv sleep and i'll die -.-

school later.
hopefully it'll go back to normal.
chiao.

emo stuffs.
if you peeps want to read you read,
if you are not interest,don't read!
and don't you ever comment on this post.
if you are going to say smtg,you better fk off.

idk how the heck i'm gonna talk to you,
all the uncomfortable feeling and stuffs.
so,i'll just blog this down and i know you'll read this real soon.

okay,
idk wth's happening.
it just doesn't make any sense to me.
it's like whenever i feel that you are not okay,i'll ask you if you are.
and you'll just say yes.what more can i say?i just hope you really are.
other times,you tell me you are pissed/sad/whatever
and when i ask you what happened,you'll only tell me the least impt stuffs.
i'll never know your biggest/most impt/whatever probs
and i respect your decision cause i know some things are just too personal and stuff.
but i reckon your friends know more stuffs than i do.
and now you say there's no one to talk to,to hug when you need to cry.
i seriously don't know what the heck is going on.

then for the past few week we really haven't been talking.
it's always just hello/what are you doing/bye.
there're lots of things i want to say,to tell you but you are never free.
you're always busy with school/hw/assignments.
and i can't blame you for that cause after all sch stuffs always come first.
then you're always online for a freaking short time and my fone bill's pretty high alrd.
that makes it almost impossible for us to talk much alrd.

also,i've been thinking the whole afternoon/evening
and i think maybe you are right
i think i don't want to have anything to do with you anymore.
cause i want to move on.
i don't want to be stuck in this situation forever.

being friends is like almost impossible.
it's going to be like the whitley days,the weird feeling we felt.
i think this time the feeling is going to be so much stronger.
it's like i'm alrd having a prob trying to talk to you online.
maybe we still can talk online next time,but i need some time out before we start talking again.
cause really,i'm still not ready to talk to you yet.

and i really really really don't feel like coming back.
i've lost all my reasons to come back.
i just feel like staying here forever.
i can smhow imagine what's going to happen if we were to meet up in sep/oct
it's going to be like idk what to say,what to do.
or i can just say it's gonna be/feel weird
and i'm pretty sure i'm gonna be damn uptight.
so forgive me if i were to be MIA when i'm back.

i'm kinda feeling real bad right now typing all this.
and i think you are feeling the same thing as i'm
even though you are acting as if nth happened/you are alright
cause you are always wearing a smile or at least hide your sorrows even when you are dying inside.
i still got a lot more to say.
but i guess i won't go on anymore.
it's getting a lil too touchy.
oh yea.
just want you to know that i'm not mad at you/hate you whatever shit.
i'm just freaking confused/lost.
i can wait and i feel like waiting.
but maybe i should just do what you said.
i just want to speak my mind.
yea.

i guess that's all.
& this is the last time we are gonna talk like that
everything's over and we shouldn't be looking back anymore.
so,i'm moving on.so are you.
take care and goodbye.
<3

alright.un-private the blog alrd.
obviously stuffs were removed
just need a lil privacy.
and the skin's changed.obviously
took my whole evening doing/correcting
cause apparently some fking thing's wrong
whatever.

what should i say?
i really don't know.
didn't sleep last night.just couldn't.
so i stayed up spacing out/thinking/whatever fk
and idk how the heck i'm still alive now.
normally,i'm already dead by now.
whatever.

school's pretty weird.
couldn't do a shit.
can't fking study and econs test is on wed.
wearing a mask all the time
it's not easy but i think i did pretty well
those who don't know couldn't tell a fking thing.
it feels like a bomb just exploded inside me.all messed up
but it wasn't really that pain cause i'm smhow prepared.

stayed back to play bb,wander around
cause i really don't feel like going home.
was supposed to meet jake and cal for dinner/talk
but my bloody sis screwed things up and i got to rush home.
bought dinner again,but i got fking no appetite
even the spring rolls YK loved and would never share were awfully disgusting.
and i fking don't know why i kept hearing ppl humming/singing the song i least wanted to hear today.it just fking makes you go_______!!
i just feeling like punching/killing them.

i was talking to dad about canceling the sep tics
obviously i got fk by him.
3 weeks ago i was quarreling with mom over the tic
now when i got the tic i fking want to cancel it.
i've actually planed my time for that few days
and what to get for that day[in advance] cause i'm gonna miss it by like 3 fking days
(nvm,this part a lil too complicated alrd)
and that dec lil get-together.
it's like everything's changed in that split-second
how ironic!

think i'll be watching simpsons tml.
with my friends.TRUE friends.
they are the only ppl you can lean on right now.
thanks ppl.you know who you are
and thanks for that choc!
i'm eating it now (:



Loving you was a big mistake
Loving you was my mistake
& i won't miss you anymore
cause you will/are gonna be the last thing on my mind
I’ll pick up the pieces of my broken heart and move on with my life

and so, this story has come to an end.
i kinda see this coming.my instinct.
and i was there praying it's not gonna happen.
but since it has already happened.
what more can i say??
all i can say is my instinct's pretty sharp!

did some cleaning.
to my com,my phone,my everything.
left no trace behind.
thought that's how it should be.
let bygones be bygones and life goes on.
that's what life is all about isn't it?

Friday
late for school,but saw lithgo in her office while q-ing for late note
so i rushed into the class w/o the late note as if i'm on time!!
but i worked,who who cares..
played bball after school(LJ,trish,nemo and neil),till it was dark
we than laid on the lawn/sit in the quad talking random stuffs/resting
reached home ard 9 and got scolded my dad cause i just leave my sis at home for hours
i know i'm wrong but she's not a kid anymore
you can't protect her like this forever...
stood in the shower for an hour,shiok
went to bed later on.

Saturday
late for applic seminar
but saw a huge crowd at the quad and i thought they haven't start
but heard "we can do this on mon after school" and suspected some thing's wrong
later confirmed that the seminar was canceled due to power failure
just like last week's econs seminar.as in the power failure part.
of course everyone complained and maybe swear a lil....
went to garbo with LJ and Nirmal for breakfast/early lunch/brunch(spelling error?)
stoned,bought some "groceries",datona-ed at the arcade
and LJ is a cheater bug,she always push me into the corner at a sharp turn then my car crash T.T
oh yea,we went spent-less shoes cause the two of them need new shoes
and we were fascinated bu this "s" shaped mirror
so we cam-ed there and scare away a few customers(unintentionally)


the "s" shaped mirrior.
the pic on the left is a normal mirror,
right is the "s" shaped one,compare yourself.




a more dwarf-fy pic.



Nemo and his fav shoe,Britz -.-

Sunday/Today
woke up,and in less than a minute,LJ called.
like soo accurate/idk what..
didn't meet Lj and nemo to study at the uni library
cause troublesome ahh today's sunday then the bus timing like shit,about 1 bus every hour
then somemore today's sunday aka house work day
got to clean up the place.
but nvm,i'm still gonna win.
hahahahaahaaa LJ watch out!!


something's not right aye!!
can someone tell me what's going on here??

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